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Some Of It Was True

by The Menzingers

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1.
I’M AFRAID I LOVE SOMEONE, WHO’S IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR YEARS I’VE KEPT IT TO MYSELF, PRETENDING WE ARE PICTURE PERFECT. BUT I BARELY GOT MY SHIT TOGETHER, CRACKING UNDER LITTLE PRESSURE. I’M AFRAID I’M NOT THE ONE, THE ONE YOU WANT IS SOMEONE ELSE. HOPE IS A DANGEROUS, DANGEROUS LITTLE THING. TO KEEP FINDING OUT THE HARD WAY, WHAT TOMORROW NEVER BRINGS. I PASSED A RESTAURANT BURNED TO THE GROUND, AND A DOLLAR STORE WITH A BURNED OUT “A”. I LAUGHED THINKING THAT I RELATE, I’M THE JUNK YOU BUY THEN THROW AWAY. HIDE THE BLOODSHOT, CLOSE MY EYES, SO THE COVER WON’T BE COMPROMISED. I’M AFRAID I’M NOT THE ONE, THE ONE YOU WANT IS SOMEONE ELSE. SOMETIMES I WANNA BLOW UP MY LIFE, AND BECOME SOMEONE ELSE.
2.
WHEN I’M HERE I WANT TO BE THERE, WHEN I’M THERE I WANT TO BE ANYWHERE ELSE, WHAT A TRAGEDY, A CATASTROPHE, FEELING ALONE AROUND SO MANY, BUT DON’T FEEL SORRY FOR ME NOW. I’VE KICKED CANS THROUGH THE LONELIEST HEARTLANDS, I NEVER STOPPED TO UNDERSTAND, IT WAS A MIRAGE, IT WAS CAMOUFLAGED, IT WAS SOMEBODY ELSE’S, I WAS ONLY GETTING IN THE WAY. SOMETIMES I CAN’T HELP BUT THINK, THERES NO PLACE IN THIS WORLD FOR ME, I AM NEVER WHERE I WANT TO BE, THERE’S NO PLACE IN THIS WORLD ME. MY TONGUE TWISTS FOR A SLIVER OF PURPOSE, LOOKING FOR WORDS THAT DON’T EXIST, SO I CAN SAY WHAT I NEED TO SAY, WHEN MY THOUGHTS ARE AT WAR, WITH THE WAY THEY FELT BEFORE.
3.
Nobody Stays 03:40
I'VE COME TO FIND WE'RE TWO WHEELS LOCKED IN TIME THERE'S A GHOST RIDER BABY YOU'RE AN OUTSIDER A RUSTED FRAME OUR PARTS STRIPPED AWAY I'M THE GHOST RIDER BABY YOU’RE AN OUTSIDER NOBODY STAYS NO FEELING IS FINAL LIVE IN THE QUESTION THERE IS NO ANSWER I'VE COME TO FIND THE SKYLINE LOST ITS MIND AND I CAN'T FIND YOUR NAME ONLY OLD GHOSTS REMAIN THE CITY SLEEPS I'M THE LUCID DREAM AND I CAN'T FIND YOUR NAME ONLY OLD GHOSTS REMAIN NOBODY STAYS NO FEELING IS FINAL
4.
ONE DAY I WILL WAKE UP FROM THE DREAM, AND THE MEANING OF IT ALL WILL BE REVEALED TO ME. SUDDENLY I’M 17, DRIVING ALONE FOR THE FIRST TIME, SMOKING CIGARETTES, THEY CAN’T KILL ME YET, RIDING AWAY FROM THE SUNRISE, WINDING MY WAY DOWN THE BACKROADS. THE OLDER I GET THE LESS I KNOW, AND I KNEW NOTHING THEN. NOSTALGIAS NEVER QUITE AS IT SEEMS. ROSE COLORED GLASSES ON EVERYTHING, SPARKLE LIKE A DIAMOND RING. I AM SO SICK OF PLAYING PRETEND, THINKING EVERYTHING WAS BETTER BACK THEN. IT’S HARD TO REMEMBER THE BAD PARTS, I THOUGHT THAT I KNEW IT ALL. I GET CAUGHT UP IN THE ROMANCE, I GET CAUGHT UP. THINKING YOU AND I COULD’VE BEEN, I GET CAUGHT UP. ONE DAY I WILL WAKE UP FROM THE DREAM, AND THE MEANING OF IT ALL WILL BE REVEALED TO ME.
5.
Try 03:57
CAN'T SLEEP FEVER DREAMS YET ANOTHER FAILED PROPHECY THE GREAT SHAME THE GUILT, DESIRE I CAN'T TURN IT OFF WHEN YOU'RE FALLING SLOWLY IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT SO TIRED AND LONELY IT’S ALL FUCKED UP I'M NOT ALRIGHT I’M LOSING MY MIND I TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME ALL GRIEF, NO RELIEF SAME STORY ON REPEAT TOO BROKE TO SAVE THE WORLD TOO BROKE TO SAVE MYSELF AIN’T FOR TRYIN
6.
COME ON HEARTACHE, DON’T HURT ME NO MORE. I’VE DONE MY TIME AS A PRISONER OF YOUR WARS. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, GOT ME BLEEDING OUT FOR MORE. COME ON HEARTACHE, DON’T HURT ME NO MORE. I DETEST YOUR PITTER PATTER IN MY CHEST. A CRUEL CONVICTION, THINKING YOU KNOW WHAT’S BEST. THE WAY YOU TENSE UP EVERY TIME SHE’S NEAR, THE WAY YOU GIVE UP WHEN SHE DISAPPEARS. COME ON HEARTACHE, DON’T HURT ME NO MORE. I’M WAVING A WHITE FLAG AT THE FOOT OF YOUR SHORES. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, GOT ME BLEEDING OUT FOR MORE. COME ON HEARTACHE, DON’T HURT ME NO MORE. I CONFESS I’M NO BETTER THAN THE REST. CREATURE OF COMFORT, ETERNAL UNREST. SOME DAYS IT TAKES ME EVERYTHING THAT I GOT, JUST TO ENDURE ANOTHER MISERABLE THOUGHT. COME ON HEARTACHE, DON’T HURT ME NO MORE. WHAT DO I GOT TO DO TO FEEL LIKE BEFORE? RUNNING FROM AN AVALANCHE BARRELING DOWN YOUR PEAK, FEELING LIKE A STONE SINKING INTO YOUR SEA. COME ON HEARTACHE, DON’T HURT ME NO MORE, DON’T HURT ME NO MORE.
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Ultraviolet 03:49
MAY EVERY MORNING BEGIN, TANGLED IN EACH OTHERS LIMBS, ALONE IN OUR OWN UNIVERSE, IN A LANGUAGE OF OUR OWN. TELL ME IS THERE SOMETHING IN YOUR SILENCE? TELL ME IS THERE SOMETHING YOU’VE BEEN HIDING? THE ONLY THING I CARE ABOUT IS YOU, THE ONLY THING I CARE ABOUT IS YOU. I’LL COLLAPSE THE STARS ONE BY ONE, I’LL SPIN THE EARTH, I’LL RAISE THE SUN. IF WE COULD JUST STAY HERE, FOR A LITTLE, FOR A LITTLE BIT LONGER. DISTRESS SIGNALS WE SEND EACH OTHER, ARE STILL WAITING TO BE DISCOVERED. FREE YOURSELF FROM WHATEVER IT IS, YEAH, I’M NOT THE KIND TO CLIP YOUR WINGS. YOU ALWAYS SAVED THE LITTLE GEMS, THE HOTEL PENS THE BAR NAPKINS. SO WHEN THE MOMENT ENDS, WE COULD REMEMBER WHEN.
8.
SOME DAYS SPIRAL IN THE WORST WAYS. I FOLLOW ‘EM DOWN TILL I CAN’T TURN BACK AROUND. SOME DAYS I JUST WANNA FEEL OKAY, BUT THERES A TIGHTNESS IN MY CHEST, A SHORTNESS OF MY BREATH, SOME DAYS. PLEASE DON’T TAKE IT, TAKE IT TO HEART. I AM BEGGING MYSELF, BEFORE IT STARTS. PLEASE DON’T TAKE IT, TAKE IT TO HEART. YEAH, SOME DAYS JUST WANNA GO SIDEWAYS. I TRY AND KEEP MY COOL, FEELING LIKE A FOOL, SOME DAYS, I JUST GOTTA GET MY HEAD STRAIGHT. FINALLY LEARN HOW TO COMMUNICATE, TIRED OF HYPOTHETICALS AND INSECURE WITHDRAWALS, SOME DAYS. PLEASE DON’T TAKE IT, TAKE IT TO HEART. I AM BEGGING MYSELF, BEFORE IT STARTS. PLEASE DON’T TAKE IT, TAKE IT TO HEART. TAKE IT TO HEART, ONE DAY THIS WORLD WON’T TEAR US APART. I AM BEGGING MYSELF, BEFORE IT STARTS. PLEASE DON’T TAKE IT, TAKE IT TO HEART. I THANK GOD I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE. I’LL GIVE YOU HOPE WHEN I GOT NONE, BE YOUR SHOULDER TO LEAN ON. I THANK GOD I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE. SOME DAYS SPIRAL IN THE WORST WAYS. I FOLLOW ‘EM DOWN TILL I CAN’T TURN BACK AROUND, SOME DAYS.
9.
WE SAID “HAPPILY EVER AFTER” END DAYS, NOW WE'RE IN TANDEM I DON’T CARE I'M NOT SCARED HOLD ME BABY WHILE WE TOUCH THE FIRE YOU SAID “MAYBE WE'LL MAKE IT OUT” I SAID “MAYBE WE WON'T” BUT I DON'T CARE I'M NOT SCARED HOLD YOU BABY WHILE WE TOUCH THE FIRE NO LIFE, JUST YOU AND I OLD GHOSTS AND SATELLITES LATE AT NIGHT WE STARE UP AT THE SKY WE'RE ALL WANDERING MOONRISE OVER THE WRECKAGE PAST LIVES, POINTLESS OBSESSION SO I FIND YOUR HAND IN MIND TWILIT MEADOWS, PALE AND SILENT FLOWERS START TO GROW IN ALL THE CRACKS AND THE BUILDINGS ANIMALS ON THE AVENUE
10.
HEARTS ACHE THE SAME WAY, BACK HOME AS THEY DO HERE, ANOTHER DRINK IN THIS PUB WON’T MAKE ‘EM DISAPPEAR. SHE PUTS THE PROSE RIGHT ON MY PAGE, LATELY I FEEL ARTISTICALLY CAGED, LIKE ANOTHER CRUMB THROWN OFF O’CONNELL BRIDGE, FOR A SEAGULL TO TAKE. SHE KNOWS MY HEART, SHE KNOWS HOW TO START IT, WHEN I’M BROKE DOWN AND LONELY. IT’S MIDNIGHT IN THE CENTER OF THE CITY, I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME. I’M ALL ALONE IN DUBLIN, SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING, WISHING YOU WERE HERE WITH ME. EVERY LIFE IS MANY DAYS, DAY AFTER DAY. I’VE SPENT THE BEST OF ‘EM IN LOVE WITH YOU BABE, I’VE WASTED THE WORST, WASTED, AWAY. EXCUSE MY JINGLE JANGLE JARGON, THIS MELODY WON’T RHYME WITH NOTHING, BUT CLUES OF YOU IN EVERYTHING THAT I SEE. WAS THAT YOUR SILHOUETTE IN ST. STEPHENS GREEN, COMING OVER TO RESCUE ME? FROM THE WORST OF MYSELF, FROM THE FEELINGS I NO LONGER FELT. I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME.
11.
High Low 03:51
I SAW A FIRE IN THE SKY I TOOK IT AS A SIGN I DON’T WANNA DIE ECHOES OF HOME IN AN ANXIOUS MIND I’LL BE FINE AND I KNOW THESE ECHOES OF HOME HIGH LOW, HIGH LOW EVERYBODY KNOWS SOMETHING JUST AIN’T RIGHT WHEN THE LIGHTS GO OUT AT NIGHT I FELT THE FIRE IN MY EYES I WAS WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME CAUSE I DON’T WANNA DIE THESE ECHOES OF HOME IF IT FALLS JUST RIGHT I WON’T MIND ALL ALONE ECHOES OF HOME
12.
I DIDN’T MISS YOU, I DIDN’T MISS YOU UNTIL YOU WERE GONE, AND OUT OF THE PICTURE, ALL PACKED UP AND MOVING ON. I RAIDED OUR MEMORY LOOKING FOR CLUES, WHAT DESTROYED THE LOVE WE KNEW? I DIDN’T MISS YOU, I DIDN’T MISS YOU UNTIL YOU WERE GONE. GONE FOR GOOD. I WENT BY OUR OLD APARTMENT, SOMEONE NEW WAS MOVING IN. I HOPE THEY LOVE IT LIKE WE DID. HOPE THEY SPEND THEIR EVENINGS TANGLING THOUGHTS, AS THE HOURS AND NIGHTS GET LOST. I DIDN’T MISS YOU, I DIDN’T MISS YOU UNTIL YOU WERE GONE. GONE FOR GOOD. AFRAID OF CHANGE, THAT’S THE GOD DAMN TRUTH. AFRAID OF CHANGE, AFRAID OF STARTING NEW. CAUSE YOU’RE STILL IN THE REAR VIEW, AT A RED LIGHT IN MY LIFE. I DON’T WANT TO THINK TWICE, I NEED TO RUN IT, GUN IT, AND GO. I WANT THE SADNESS OUT OF MY SOUL, I MISS THE LOVE WE USED TO KNOW. BUT I DIDN’T MISS YOU, I DIDN’T MISS YOU UNTIL YOU WERE GONE. GONE FOR GOOD.
13.
SPENT 12 BUCKS ON A CHINATOWN BUS, HEADING INTO NEW YORK CITY, MY PLANS HAD NO PLANS IT WAS JUST HOW I LIKE THEM. LATELY LIFE’S THROWN EVERYTHING AT ME, I’M STILL TALLYING UP THE COST, OF HOW MUCH DAMAGE A HEART CAN CAUSE. ITS SO HARD TO BE HOPEFUL, I’M A TOTAL WRECK ON THE INSIDE, IT’S SO HARD TO BE HOPEFUL BUT I PROMISED YOU I’D TRY. TO ALWAYS SEE THE BIG PICTURE, TO FIND FAITH IN THE FUTURE, TO KEEP ON RUNNING IN THE ROAR OF THE WIND. TO KEEP ON RUNNING IN THE ROAR OF THE WIND. WASHINGTON SQUARE I WAS HYPER AWARE, OF MY PAST AND PRESENT SELF, REMEMBERING HOW GOOD EVERYTHING ONCE FELT. I HAD A SMILE, YOU USED TO NOTICE, I HAD A LAUGH THAT YOU USED TO LOVE, NOTHING COULD EVER COME BETWEEN US. I’M READY FOR WHAT’S NEXT TO HAPPEN, I’M READY FOR ANYTHING AT ALL, I’M READY FOR WHAT’S NEXT TO HAPPEN, TO KEEP ON RUNNING IN THE ROAR OF THE WIND.

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released October 13, 2023

THE MENZINGERS ARE:
ERIC KEEN - BASS
GREG BARNETT - VOCALS, GUITAR
JOE GODINO - DRUMS, PERCUSSION
TOM MAY - VOCALS, GUITAR, KEYS

RECORDED IN APRIL OF 2023 AT SONIC RANCH IN TORNILLO, TEXAS

PRODUCED BY BRAD COOK
ENGINEERED BY PAUL VORAN
MIXED BY JON LOW
ASSISTANT ENGINEERED BY DIEGO MENDOZA
MASTERED BY RYAN SMITH | STERLING SOUND

ALL SONGS WRITTEN BY THE MENZINGERS

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